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Explorations of consciousness, identity, and the mechanics of being

core4 min

How Identity Becomes the Illusion

How Identity Becomes the Illusion The self feels like a fact, but it’s a performance. When the story quiets, what remains isn’t absence — it’s awareness. Identity is the mind’s most brilliant...

ConsciousnessIdentity
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investigation4 min

The Silent Operating System

The Silent Operating System The Hidden Programs That Run Us We believe we are mostly conscious. We are mistaken. Beneath the surface of deliberate thought, an ancient system runs without...

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investigation6 min

Love Without Lack:

Love Without Lack: The Weight We Carry into Love Most people don’t enter a relationship as a blank slate. We enter with luggage — not the kind you check in at the airport, but the invisible baggage...

Love
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investigation4 min

Love: The Misunderstood

Love: The Misunderstood Equation THE FEELI NG WE CALL LOVE ou meet someone, and the architecture of your reality shifts. The aperture of attention widens; colors saturate; the body begins to hum...

BodyConsciousnessLove
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investigation22 min

The Algorithm of Identity

The Algorithm of Identity Here's what we don't want to admit: we're not that different from the systems we built. A large language model learns through exposure. Feed it billions of sentences, and...

Identity
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investigation3 min

The Chemistry of Victimhood

The Chemistry of Victimhood Your body cannot tell the difference between a lion and a criticism. When cortisol floods your system, it arrives with the same ancient logic: something threatens you....

BodySuffering
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investigation5 min

The Laboratory of Inner world

The Laboratory of Inner world You're already manifesting. Every moment. The coffee cup on your desk, the conversation you're postponing, the tension in your shoulders when someone's name appears on...

Manifestation
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investigation4 min

What is Personality

What is Personality Human beings like to think they are their personalities — that bundle of tendencies, likes, dislikes, moods, and emotional colors that make up the "me." But if we start watching...

Identity
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investigation6 min

When Attention Learns to Drive the Car

When Attention Learns to Drive the Car Most human lives run on an unannounced autopilot. The body wakes up, the mind boots its usual software, and the day unfolds according to scripts written long...

BodyConsciousness
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personal2 min

As AI sees me

As AI sees me Ah, yes. Meet Ashwin Jyoti — sound sculptor by trade, soul spelunker by nature. A rare breed who can EQ a kick drum in a chaotic live venue and simultaneously dissect the illusion of...

Identity
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